Unpredictibility - Weather and Me

I never liked to be constrained into being the same all the time. I like the freedom of spontaneously doing what moves me. In the same breathe I hypocritically want to know what the weather is doing. Last night I looked at the cloudless sky and decided to leave my windows open a crack and my sunroof up. Surprise - It rained. Can't plan, Can't predict - so I have to make a rule - never leave my windows open. So much for Unpredictable me. If for one minute I could accept all that is around me and not try to set it into a pattern, then I could be free. What ever the world and my fellow inhabitants throws my way would be joyous in the idea that it is for me not against me. Like the rain. Like the driver of the car that always cuts me off. Like my son who doesn't like me right now. It is all perfect. I may not have the wisdom to see why but I know it is the way it is supposed to be. My only job is to ask "What is this for".